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in dauer (Co​-​prod. by cat soup)

from 23 by Eman.

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Looking for a job, got bills to pay
Catastrophizing, my anxiety on full display
End up like the homeless that I see everyday
Or worse yet, go back there, be easy prey
"There" is a house and a place that I hate so
I walk naked and confused in this great snow
It don't snow in Texas!
Use the entire lexis
I can't find a nexus
No I don't drive a Lexus
Back to the wall, who am I when it matters?
Material of worth or straight-up tatters?
I'm tired of this question, I just want fucking peace
I just want my anxiety and pain to fucking cease
Don't hit me with that crucifix I'll shove it up your ass
Don't wanna be part of your abominable mass
I'll search inside myself and try to find a deeper power
I gotta be durable, I must be in dauer
I haven't made a song in a long ass time
I'm stuck in this shitty work-work paradigm
I'll prolly never be the person that I wanna be
I'll prolly never get to do much just for me
But fuck me for thinking that I deserve that
Life ain't no restaurant so I haven't reserved that
I almost wish I couldn't want and couldn't dream
Trapped in a dark room, but searching for a beam
I guess I'll keep on grinding and burning
I guess I'll keep on churning and churning
I guess I'll keep on yearning and yearning
World keeps turning, what the fuck am I learning?
Nothing much, just try to survive.
Plans that we contrive to try and stay alive
Some dumb shit that I'm tryna archive
It's two feet deep as I try to do a dive

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from 23, released June 6, 2023

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