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by Eman.

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in dauer (Co-prod. by cat soup) 02:20
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Looking for a job, got bills to pay Catastrophizing, my anxiety on full display End up like the homeless that I see everyday Or worse yet, go back there, be easy prey "There" is a house and a place that I hate so I walk naked and confused in this great snow It don't snow in Texas! Use the entire lexis I can't find a nexus No I don't drive a Lexus Back to the wall, who am I when it matters? Material of worth or straight-up tatters? I'm tired of this question, I just want fucking peace I just want my anxiety and pain to fucking cease Don't hit me with that crucifix I'll shove it up your ass Don't wanna be part of your abominable mass I'll search inside myself and try to find a deeper power I gotta be durable, I must be in dauer I haven't made a song in a long ass time I'm stuck in this shitty work-work paradigm I'll prolly never be the person that I wanna be I'll prolly never get to do much just for me But fuck me for thinking that I deserve that Life ain't no restaurant so I haven't reserved that I almost wish I couldn't want and couldn't dream Trapped in a dark room, but searching for a beam I guess I'll keep on grinding and burning I guess I'll keep on churning and churning I guess I'll keep on yearning and yearning World keeps turning, what the fuck am I learning? Nothing much, just try to survive. Plans that we contrive to try and stay alive Some dumb shit that I'm tryna archive It's two feet deep as I try to do a dive
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Fuck that, Grip Death (Prod. by Eman.) 01:59
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Verse: Falling down, lost my way Losing track of the day Do I care? Do I want? Is this apathy I flaunt? Tired not wired Dumb shit I’ve desired And all it required But nothing acquired Fuck that, grip death Lost boy that’s out of breath Maybe I should start doing meth Chaos but I’m not Seth Could I lose my shit? I’m here so why quit? Will to life, fuck you. Chain that I’m stuck to. I wish I did not dream Goddamn I’m outta steam Bout to crash, but I can’t scream Misery, yeah that’s a theme. That’s a theme. Yeah, that’s a theme. Chorus: (X3) Fuck that, grip death (X2) Don’t want to (X4) End Refrain: Fuck that, grip death (X2) Well maybe (X4)

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2 tracks I made when I was 23.
I made both of these songs in September 2019.
I hope you're doing well. :)

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released June 6, 2023

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Eman. Denton, Texas

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